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Now is...3 am..and i suddenly feel moody ..just now, which is 2 hours ago im stil having fun with frens de leh..why now so sudden leh >.<"?

さあああ。。。

Hohoho~guest wat..cheltenham got snow le !! Let me show u some prove XD

   <<<<< SNOW which reminds me of ice kacang XD

Today super cold ar ><!!!!! pif pif ..i think b4 winter..im gonna k.o in coldness..

Today morning at around 1030, YangWoo and I went to school. We waited outside the lecture hall for so long ..and curious why the classmates looks diff from usual 1. Our class supose to start at 11.15, but till 11.20 we stil nv c our lecturer..and so we went to ask the student what class is it in lecture hall now..and she say dono wat propeties dono wat class..we so swt..and went to reception to recheck with the class wether cancel or wat..then ..ONCE again.. we notice..our time got 1 hour ahead again =_=|| haiyo..stupid 1 la..how come need always change the time de..canot constant 1 meh  ..then we ask why and how come this can happen..then they tell us story pulak..saying old old time got ppl got change it like tat..if i c tat guy i sure whack him..giving me trouble nia >< then we both nth to do..walk walk walk for 1 hour..then when really lecture time..i feel so slpy haha and didnt really concerntrate much ..blek ~ Then now come back, look at the assignment..and blank again..sei le..i wonder i can pas or not leh ..come on superman..i need u ... 

After i sent in so many resumes...at last Cotswold hotel gif me response and ask me interview ~~><" pif pif ..sien le..i dowan to do my assignment..but i have to..time here past fast everyday. I didnt do much thing everyday,(just cook, go to school, shopping, sit infront laptop and day dream, on skype with mom) and jus blink my eyes awhile, 1 day gone..~_~|| so now im actually running away frm assignment AS U CAN SEE XD ~ i post up alittle bit of london pics in my album lor..the scene very nice..and becos of pro photographer, i really likes the pics =D To c the pic, click on the "ALBUM" icon which near the boy and girl with toothbrush de..mata ne ~

blek ~nowadays getting bz..everyday bz with prepare breakfast.. cook lunch cook dinner..(due to cold weather, im hungry almost every 24/7) and end up lazy to blog here..any1 miss me =p? lol ~ Well, on last sunday, i went to LONDON !! fuiyo london is really nice>< enjoy it so much..especially when c lots of squirel really omg dam cute >< make me feel like kidnap them and go back cheltenham. Im actually wanna do assignment now geh..but then i really got no mood to do it and end up writting essay here lol. I will post up some of the pics that took during London trip when im free. Ima go slp loo~ oyasumi nasai ne minna ^___^ 

今天，是本大小姐很爽的日子~我已经下定了决心要留下来，想办法适应这儿。。不想再给妈咪添烦恼了，还有担心我的朋友们 =D 下了决心。。报了名，现在的心平静了很多。。觉得肩膀没那么重了~也开始开朗起来。就连今天的天气也给我鼓励，有灿烂的阳光照着，好舒服

很好。。刚刚要去上课却一直找不到我的课室！结果就很生气的想不上课也罢了！然后我就跑去询问处问她今天我的课到底有没有课。然后他告诉我有啊，十一点十五分。我就说现在已经11点30 了。。然后他说。。现在才10点半！ 我的天。。。。折腾了我那么久原来是我的白痴电话的错，时间快了一小时阿！！！真够妈的！现在回到房，又不懂能干什么。。发白日梦去吧。。。

Hmm..today i feel alittle better compare to previous days. I think is mayb because i might got chance to transfer to  Birmingham. This is really an encouraging thing for me. Wake up, wont feel like crying like yesterday..again =p wa yesterday i think i cried too loud le till my neighbour beside ask my fren what happen to me..heh not bad wo..nv know my neighbour so care about me.haha

These few days, im really so emotional i dono why. When im in class, i cant understand the lecture..i wanted to cry but lucky i can tahan. Until i back to the room..my tears jus pouring out and cant stop. I feel like im so useless. I really worry that i might fail my whole sem and enp up my mom need to pay extra for my fees. Compare to others..i really so weak. Abit abit things i dono what to do and only know how to cry and make my parents, frens worry about me. When can i be tough? i really wonder..

Pif..after 7 hours travel from Malaysia to Abu Dhabi, 8 hours waiting at Abu Dhabi airport, 8 hours flight frm Abu Dhabi to London airport, 2 and a half hours bus frm airport to Cheltenham Spa, 5 min taxi ride frm station to Uni of Gloucestershire..and AT LAST ! Im here in my hostel !!! All these..i really wont forget it till i become dusts. can u feel wat i feel ?its dam tiring man and i cant slp bcos its not comfortable in plane..and u know how hard i tried to hold my tears not to fall when depart frm parents, when facing all the craps things hapen to me such as canot enrol, canot find places, and etc etc =/ ? well..today is the 6th days im in cheltenham..and until today only i can started to adapt to the environment here After i got a great great cries when i got to contact with my mom on the third days =p

Hmm..u surely cant imagine lor..yuan lai Malaysia is actually Much better than UK de ><!!! haiz..my hostel rite..i think its more suit for kids la..everything so small 1..the bathroom fuiyo..small til i cant really turn here and there. U know la i so thin..oso feel like super pack and hard to move around, i wonder is it UK got no fat ppl 1. If not how they move i really dono le..or mayb they like to bath and stucked there when bath tats why purposely make it like tat .Besides bathroom, the corridor oso dam small. When u walk in rite..u can feel the "stress" 1..like too packed and im going to stick with the wall. I really hate those small small place de..can feel very stress 1.. OK la, don complain about hostel..now complain about the ppl here. The residents here everyday crazy. Everyday Clubbing. Almost everyday Midnite they suddenly bang the doors, screaming around, laugh here and there ..i think they drunk or kena rasuk hantu la. PIF