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aih ~at last ..my holiday started. BUT ! i stil got 1 more small dissertation, and exams soon..argh >.<" taihen na no da T__T sien le..got things to do..but don feel like doing. Im suppose to watch anime happily now, but dono wat the hell happen with the connection, slow like turtle pif ~ think of ..most of the malaysian frens here going back to malaysia soon, SAD. wonder after they all go back malaysia, just left a few ppl here, what can we do ? can we still like now, gather and have meal together with just a few little 小猫? how i wish they can stay here forever =/ kinda scare to lose all those good frens..  cant imagine how can I survive without the fun with lot of frens im having now. 虽然我懂，天下无不散之宴席，可是我就是有莫名的恐惧，好像人生快没目标之类的。。

虽然才相处了短短几个月， 可是不懂干嘛就会觉得好像相处很久了。 虽然我不常讲话，但我还是很享受很多人聚在一起的感觉。偶尔会有一少些不愉快，但那都还好。。太愉快那就不叫人生了嘛 =/ 真的好希望。。全部人改变注意。。留下来陪我啊 T___T 要不然。。我也回去好了。。超想超想我可爱的妈咪，白痴的妹妹，容易害羞的爸爸。。 >< 不知道他们过得怎样了。。argh 脑袋一片混乱，闪人算了 byebye ～>____<！！！